Controlling your emotions 

“For as he thinks in his heart, so is he…” (Proverbs 23:7)
It can be easy to blame my feelings and moods on my situation. All it takes is running a little behind and I can feel my insides start to tense up. Then, once I become tense enough, my attitude and actions follow suit.
It’s the emotional domino effect. It’s why something like traffic can become the deciding factor of your attitude and how you treat people for an entire day.
You may have heard “guard your heart” so many times now it feels cliché, but it’s crucial to do so. 
A situation may be bad. A circumstance may be hard. A relationship may be rocky.  But your emotions don’t have to be controlled by what’s going on around you.
Your mood is a choice; your joy is your job. No one but you is responsible for your heart. Eventually, you have to own your emotions by the grace of God.
Once you own your emotions, you can control them. And when your emotions are in control, you can focus them towards what matters most: loving God with all your heart, soul, and mind and loving your neighbor as yourself (Matthew 22:36-40).

1 & 2 Timothy Devotional 


I LOVE that no one is outside of God’s mercy. He desires ALL people, men, women, children from every region of the world to be saved and to know Him. Yet, we live in a world that shouts that there are many ways to God. As children of the King, we know this isn’t true. There is only one way to God: through Jesus Christ. Jesus gave His life for this mission. He is the Rescuer that our hearts long for. His mission needs to become our mission… His desires our own. 

Friend, no one is outside of God’s mercy. That amazing truth means that we need to get busy – busy praying our hearts out for those who don’t know Him yet; busy putting ourselves in people’s everyday paths so we can love them and share this amazing news with them. We need to take the Great Commission seriously and reach out to people in our communities and around the world. We have but one life. Let’s invest it wisely. 

Dear Jesus,

Thank you that You came for ALL people. Help me to play my part in fulfilling the Great Commission. Place friends, family members, and coworkers on my heart and in my prayers, and give me opportunities to share You with them. Help me to be brave. Guide my words, and open their hearts to You. Amen.

Sadly Unbelievable 

Someone told me today that I was an angel. I’m not sure if he meant it or if he was just joking but it was weird to hear. Then I realized that my reaction is was what was weird. I realized that I’m so not use to people being genuinely nice to me or giving me real compliments. I wanted to be what he said I was but the truth is, I’m not. I’m far from an angel. I don’t come close to being an angel. I was telling him some personal things I was dealing with but he didn’t believe me. No one ever does. My life is literally so complicated,  it’s literally unbelievable. It’s sad but it my truth. So how do u live life knowing no one even believe whats your life? I have always felt like I don’t exist. Maybe I shouldn’t exist. Maybe I am a mistake like I have always felt. Why would any one want me when no one truly has? The cold truth is, I would have been committed suicide if it wasn’t for my babies. They are literally the only reason I am still breathing. My kids are saving my life.

A Different Perspective 

Some mornings are harder than others to get up and put one foot in front of the other. Then I see those 3 precious little faces staring back at me with the faith  that mommy is going to make everything ok for us…..so I take the first step and breathe through it and then another and another and then another…….im confused about alot of things but the love i have for my babies is never one of them. That’s all the drive I need to keep going. When I feel my heart going cold, my kids, like a force of nature, flood my heart with love, hugs and kisses. Their “I love you mom” like God, is always on time! Never a second late. I’ve learned to thank God and appreciate those hard mornings. It’s God’s way of teaching me to look at life from his perspective and never my own. Just because I can’t see where he is leading me, the choice to continue to let him guide my steps is still mine to make in order to get there, where ever he is taking me! I CHOOSE YOU LORD!  AMEN!